Home and happy

Friday: HSGD Day 5
Weight: 145.4
In: 890
Out: 0
Net: 890/950

Being home is nice. I did the whole interview thing for working this summer and I think it went well so that's good news. It's also for a job that I have worked at for 4 summers already so I shouldn't have been worried at all. The work stuff has made me think a lot about how the boyfriend and I are going to be 6 hours apart again for another summer. It's such a bummer especially since my boss is super uptight about us taking days off. I wish I could just live with him for the summer but I would feel bad leaving my family (it is possibly the last summer I have home [let's be real probably not]) and my job is pretty high paying, definitely higher than any job I would find near his house. I need to save up the money for a new laptop and for school. I feel kind of feel bad about not even attempting to find an internship, after all I am a junior in college now. Maybe I will get an internship during school next semester, I think I will be taking a relatively light load in the fall.

This morning I got up to before the work interview to make my planned egg white omelette. When I woke up though my mother was already awake (I swear she never sleeps) and was making breakfast for the whole family. She made me a breakfast wrap which I devoured. She's a great cook, no wonder I'm huge. Anyway I counted the calories after which came out to a whooping 483. I may have overestimated a little because I don't have the exact recipe but better safe than sorry. Consequently I skipped the planned lunch. I thought dinner would be something really high calorie but mom is making shish kabobs! Mmm. I looked at the ingredients which are: Beef steaks, green peppers, red peppers, mushrooms and tomatoes. Pretty healthy! I have 617 calories left for the day. I also swam a little, but not very long. Mostly I wanted to see if my skin had the same reaction to this pool as the pool at school. So far no rash so I think something is up with the levels at school.

Monday is the first day I will weight myself again. If I am not under 145 I will have to take some kind of drastic measure to get out of this plateau. I am so done with the 140's.
xox